focus

last night got me shattered, got me thinking.

where is the focus that i used to have? jus how many more people do i have to entertain? im very tired of doing things for others, of hearing others constantly complain about the same ol' crap. theres jus so much negativity around me.

and then i fail badly by my own standards. why couldnt i jus get down to doing what he wanted me to do? why did i procrastinate? i saw it coming. such things have consequences, which will not be beared by me. so why did i allow that to happen to someone whom has always been there doing all things for me, directing me? someone whom i respect alot.

i think its really time to get my focus back and prioritise. you should know what to do.